Oh boy this is going to be slightly darker than my usual posts 😬.
Yeah, I take it off to an extent.
I get cold, detached, I don’t retract my remarks nor play them off as jokes. I’ve lost all interest in you. You bore me and you serve no purpose to me anymore. Whether it’s sex, supply or anything else for that matter. I have absolutely no need to mask up for you. No need to filter my words, no need to charm, no need to be friendly and definitely no need to impress.
It’s probably the most honest you’ll see me. Everything I say and do are completely unfiltered from the second the thought comes to my head to the moment it leaves my mouth. Nothing I say to you will be warm, nothing will be playful and nothing will be comforting. To me you’re worthless and unworthy of my time and energy. I’ll have no qualms about hiding that fact from you.
I’ll get everyone we both mutually know to think you’re the problem. I’ll point out all your flaws with a fine tooth comb and even fabricate my own while insinuating you’re mentally unstable and even narcissistic yourself. I’ll leave you feeling completely isolated, unloved and insignificant.
The thing is that 70–90% of the people I talk to have no idea how little moral code I have or even think that I’m like this. I’ve openly told someone once that I have NPD and ASPD and they still don’t believe me to this very day that I could do anything like that because “I’m the nicest and most caring guy they know and they couldn’t see it.” The funny thing is that even in some of my comments on quora, I have people questioning it. So anything you say against me will only make you look worse…
Hope this hopes.
Edit: I’ve got something to say. While some of the comments I’m getting from this are good and not bashful there’s still a few that are.
I’ve written this answer for you. To give you insight and to hopefully help you guys learn to move on.
I get that your ex, your friend, your parents or your siblings hurt you terribly. I get it, I really do. But attacking me isn’t going to make you feel any better, it isn’t going to take your pain away. I am not the one you are angry at. By doing so you are behaving like the ones that did hurt you, the ones that did anger you. You say that your strong, you say that your glad you realized that you’re better off without them and that you’re above them. Act like it and show some civility.
For the people that are being supportive. I appreciate it. It’s truly encouraging me to continue to write these answers for you. And hopefully giving you the understanding that you need, to move on.
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